sad girls unite

i wish this was better than playing video games, but it is not

so i roam the internet for new beginnings and 

wait for messages to never arrive

you know who you are

(two-faced signs gestured in your direction)

some needed the space

others took it for granted

in my little box

in awe of a thousand snippets

filling the function with heart-felt forecasts

but hopefully none of it is true

none of which

but then again

hopefully it is

however

still wishing, but it is not

mymy

for holding that little fist of smoke
in your arms
lock-jared
locked for good
locked for better times
for yesterday 
your tongue in my ear
your hand around my neck
please tell me
anything really
slipshot wrapped packages
kept on a lead
how cruel of you 
sending such neglect